2020/09/22

so far today I have washed 3 loads of laundry, finished the Downton Abbey movie, and cut my toenails. That's the productive stuff. I've also wallowed, eaten a whole block of cheese and avoided other chores. I'm gonna make a list of stuff I need to do:

Take apart daybed
Maybe sell daybed
Put together full bed
Fold clothes
Get smoked salmon
Take a bath
Take dogs for walk

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